i’ve been trying to get to this little blog of mine 🙂
i have so many things i want to make…
and share with you guys
but y’all …
(in a Paula Deen voice)
(’cause i’m not southern, even in the least bit)
it’s summer, and my girls are still little
i want to enjoy them
and i had so many things i wanted to do with them this summer
and July is coming to an end, meaning summer’s half over 😦
so this is when i start to panic
when i start to pray that God would just, for the next month, give me 32 hours in a day
so between trying to get everything ready to open shop
and regular everyday wife/mama/garage sale summer life
i find myself with only (can you believe) 24 hours in my day (shocking i know)
(not many of which i’m spending sleeping)
i’ve always been ambitious, always been a go-getter
i get that from my dad…
what i also get from my dad is my serious lack of time management
i mean SERIOUS, as in not there, non-existent
my to-do list yesterday was ridiculous
i think it had 16 things on it
which i knew i couldn’t possibly accomplish in one normal human day
but i wrote it down anyway
the problem is when i get to the end of the day
(and i can maybe cross one or two things off the list)
i beat myself up … like i’m mentally participating as a contestant on Wipeout
i knew i was setting myself up for failure when i wrote the list in the morning but i did it anyway, hoping, just hoping that somehow the magic to-do list fairy would come and make that to-do list, not only all crossed off, but then scrap-booked, doodled and matted on some burlap and lace in a pretty frame right near my kitchen sink
on display for me and all to see
no …
just me and my faulty time management to-do list problem
just me being human, wife, mommy, friend, sister…and over acheiver
so here i am down on myself
then the Voice
like a million waterfalls
says I Am Enough
be still and know
tears streaming down my face
is when my Sweet Savior quietly scoops me up into everlasting arms
and since it’s hour 23 and a half and i still have 14 things left on my list
i surrender
but why do i wait until i get to this point of exasperation?
why don’t i just give up the rights to my list first thing in the morning?
that’s what God wants from me … i know it
it’s just so hard to let go of control
so that’s what i’m trying to work on right now … that’s where i’m at
so thanks y’all (Paula voice) for the listening ear 🙂
came across this last night on Pinterest
i’ve read most of Lysa’s books, and i’m sure this one won’t disappoint
if you have a minute check it out … she cracks me up
that’s totally me in the picture
i mean really
who doesn’t want to just put their head in an over sized purse
and scream at the top of their lungs every once and a while??
(i don’t officially know if she’s screaming at the top of her lungs, but that’s what i think she should be doing with her head in an over sized purse … and this is my blog … m’kay?)
:):)
i’m working on a few projects that i think you’ll like
and a grand opening date & giveaway for Sugar ‘n Spice
… so come back soon!
(pretty please with a cherry on top?)